10JULY8570ld repay a hundredfold. By that estimation, You owe me $400 billion. P

10JULY8569e. And You said that whatever we give up for Your name's sake, you wou

10JULY8567as corrupt. I was overwhelmed. I wept and said, "God, I don't care if

10JULY8565iled. No one would listen. No one cared about the truth. Everyone—f

10JULY8564was crying out to God about the $250 million lawsuit Brad Little had f

10JULY8563ry of the Universe. It was Sunday, September 1st, 2024. That night, I

10JULY8560ble for life. The idea that love might include transformation—that

10JULY8557g." And I'm thinking: When we didn't have sex for six months! you sai

10JULY8550my image! I reprogrammed the mind of the woman I loved. I rewrote a p

10JULY8546worked backwards uprooting one contradiction at a time, getting closer

10JULY8543sychology. I studied PTSD. I read and read. I researched 5-HT1B and 5

10JULY8542my artificial intelligence knowledge, neuroscience, trauma research, p

10JULY8533do. Choose for me. I want to hear You say, 'Well done, good and faithf

10JULY8529agined standing before Jesus…and not hearing those words. "Well done

10JULY8528his wives—and Solomon ignored Him. I thought: Will that be me? I im

10JULY8527ervant.'" I remembered Solomon. God confronted him three times about

10JULY8525 when Christ came. Not in fury—but with piercing rebuke. "Jonathan,

10JULY8517into her husband's perfect companion. It is the only path to joy. All

10JULY8516two heads in a marriage. A man must lead. And the wife must be shaped

10JULY8515t was killing both of us. No one ever said the truth: there cannot be

10JULY8506power on its own. That was my role: to move only when He moved, to exi

10JULY8504 to pick something up using only the shadow of your hand cast onto the

10JULY8497At the time, I didn't fully grasp its depth. But God was covenanting w

10JULY8492ce. And I knew that idols always lead to death. "Those who cling to

10JULY8491 had been choosing peace over truth—that I was making an idol of pea

10JULY8487sibility that came with the ability to self-select. I had no biblical

10JULY8485on—born of the automobile. Christians adopted the power of mobility

10JULY8484worked through them. The idea of church-shopping is a modern phenomen

10JULY8478 in four years. I wanted peace—not another conflict, not another los

10JULY8471right after we moved to Idaho. During our house-hunting trip, my wife

10JULY8466miss His commands: "You have said, 'It is useless to serve God; Wha

10JULY8462—collectively surrendered to delusion—and they all voted to hand m

10JULY8458ings, no one with any sense would want to be in the same building with

10JULY8455the outcome was just—so now everyone has to evaluate the reasons the

10JULY8453become teachers, knowing that we shall receive a stricter judgment."

10JULY8451sumption. They weren't qualified to be elders. They were too foolish,

10JULY8443 look at the smallness of the wisdom of Shriveled Shin! He flashes you

10JULY8439people were just dumb, and they were playing with supernatural forces.

10JULY8437e entire world will be tormented worse than them. Table Rock Church is

10JULY8435 weight of divine wrath, to join Allah at the floor of the abyss, in t

10JULY8431e Rock Church was too busy chasing their church growth plan to bother

10JULY8428ays. It was very real. The summons worked and Satan came. They perfor

10JULY8425e left under their direction. They physically blocked me from seeing

10JULY8424 were real. For three days and three nights, I was tormented. My wif

10JULY8423ed to "help God out"—by bearing false witness. And the consequences

10JULY8421ay. They had no faith in God's providence. If He had truly wanted the

10JULY8420s. Lying under oath. Calling 58 "close enough" and moving forward anyw

10JULY8412ut by a "Christian" lawyer, Jason Mau, whose firm had just dropped IRW

10JULY8407imony—just Rick Anderson and the elders insisting, "You should vote

10JULY8406Everyone was confused. It was rushed. There were no documents, no test