10JULY7448invest in her so that I can get everything I want from her. Trevor an

10JULY7447ire of a wife, but by embracing that Jolene is my ONLY wife and I can

10JULY7446t wife, and I have no desire she does not meet, not by reducing my des

10JULY7445 me. She is fearless, because she knows she is mine. I have the perfec

10JULY7435protect her, especially from all the lies that threaten her. Be greedy

10JULY7434erience is an investment in the next. Teach her. Train her. Guard and

10JULY7431utes are also a worthless pit. For either vice, there is no return on

10JULY7429wo Witnesses, because I made my wife everything I desire, in every way

10JULY7424llow! If there is desire beyond what is had in bed, it means the husb

10JULY7423 wrong. Your counselors are wrong. FIX THE LIES, and great sex will fo

10JULY7420s of how Christ delights in His Bride. Christian sex is the best sex.

10JULY7417d pleasurable. We love having sex for hours, and we love having sex ev

10JULY7408ct it to God. It is a lie from Allah that we are supposed to look to G

10JULY7403in me. That is not idolatry—it is rationality. The law of identity i

10JULY7398e demon in her—that it reached its fullness. She committed to being

10JULY7387e me, to value what I value. I didn't settle for peace—I fought for

10JULY7382to refuse complacency and fight for joy? What kind of man stands by wh

10JULY7381ut how is it not love to tell your wife the truth? How is it not love

10JULY7378 I finally dared to say this—when I told Jolene something was wrong,

10JULY7376that they actually cause physiological dysfunction—women's bodies sh

10JULY7368ontent with the lack of sex in their marriages. They misuse Philippian

10JULY7365there were about four sexless marriages in the church. But I suspect t

10JULY7363eyed your blind elders instead. You plugged your ears and blocked us o

10JULY7362found the answer. But when the time came, you wouldn't listen. You ob

10JULY7361he great blessings of a thriving marriage. We believed we had finally

10JULY7351my life. Not only this life on Earth, but for all of eternity. And I

10JULY7346 I read a book. I watched a few videos. And I listened to Jonathan. I

10JULY7345stroy the chains. Only truth can shatter deception. So what did I do?

10JULY7337on reality? I had to say to myself constantly: "This feeling is real,

10JULY7335s to those distorted patterns. So you must slow it all down. Challeng

10JULY7334in your mind as negative and threatening. Triggers are simply shortcut

10JULY7328his—emotions are not random. They follow a specific process: 1) Fi

10JULY7323ot when you're not in crisis so that it becomes more easily accessible

10JULY7319brain won't want to cooperate at first. Most days it will seem at war

10JULY7306led with suicidal thoughts. The pit was deep, and I couldn't see a way

10JULY7304ng between fight, flight, freeze, and fawn. I struggled with crippling

10JULY7303ver known. My entire life, I lived in a constant 4-F state—fluctuati

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10JULY7295 this people may know that You are the Lord God, and that You have tur

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10JULY7278an't outsource your judgment. Not to AI. Not to anyone. When I used m

10JULY7277 AI what to do. That's the other point I proved for my husband: you c

10JULY7275e already ruled out, or offer solutions that don't apply. If I wanted

10JULY7274p. I learned that even AI will contradict itself, suggest things you'v

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10JULY7246but I still couldn't finish a full-scale publish. I tried one more tim

10JULY7232blem after problem: malformed hex, dust threshold errors, RPC mistakes

10JULY7219ible. I made him rich in Heaven because I bore witness with him to the

10JULY7216cation pipeline. That's the proof my husband was talking about: that w