10JULY7621ause I tell her every day—she is my perfect wife. You can have one

10JULY7611as lied. The world has lied. Even pastors told me to kill my desires,

10JULY7610ne. I couldn't be one of the Two Witnesses without her. The Church h

10JULY7608and Donald Trump and testify to the truth. She is fearless—because s

10JULY7605knows it. I made her rich, and she made me richer. She is my endless w

10JULY7597 Corinthians 3:13) You must plant and water and labor for your reward

10JULY7596manifest…the fire will test what sort of work each one has done." (1

10JULY7586m. He cannot reap what hasn't grown. You must labor for Him. You must

10JULY7584by truth. Learn how to harvest your wife from Him—first learn how he

10JULY7581f his wife's soul and body, he ought to rejoice when the harvest comes

10JULY7574, integrity, mercy, and pride wants more of himself. And he should. I

10JULY7573re than another one of himself? A man of reason, independence, justice

10JULY7569 She gains certainty. No more guilt. No more doubt. No more wondering,

10JULY7565sacrifice for her. But he is not satisfied. He has settled. And a man

10JULY7564impossible for her to be his perfect wife. He may support her. He may

10JULY7563becomes anything other than what her husband desires, it is logically

10JULY7555 There is only right and wrong. There is no conflict of interest among

10JULY7551to the image of her Christ. And it's because I taught her the truth.

10JULY7546rotect our family because she has a strong mind. She is a warrior. She

10JULY7535 good for my wife. Every counselor, every book, every voice—I judged

10JULY7533 worth living. The kind of wife worth celebrating. I wanted a return o

10JULY7531 and the weight of lies. I wanted Jolene healed—not for some abstrac

10JULY7528 learn how to think. She needed to be able to judge rightly, so that s

10JULY7527 deduction and Christian Objectivism is what healed her. She needed to

10JULY7524e Internal Family Systems model helped identify many of the contradict

10JULY7520ving", and "No Bad Parts" became our guides. One of the core questions

10JULY7518on of what I suspected—this was C-PTSD. We studied intently. Books

10JULY7517d been too terrified to face finally surfaced. It was clear confirmati

10JULY7515anted them burned. This mirrored clinical findings in trauma research:

10JULY7514urned, she had gathered up all the photos of her dad and told me she w

10JULY7512se is MDMA. My goal was to give her five hours of uninterrupted safety

10JULY7508ng continues, refining neural circuits over time. Jolene had a broken

10JULY7504lp her heal. My working model was this: synaptic pruning isn't a one-

10JULY7493prayers! After the affair ended, I was planning to move into the base

10JULY7491 He did everything I asked. He saved me from my own destruction. This

10JULY7484d me she was not the one He had given me to say, "Well done, good and

10JULY7482 What terrified me was that it made me happy. And then, like Solomon,

10JULY7480 I needed to kill them. Since every "Christian" around me was a liar,

10JULY7478at the beginning: that I needed to be content. That the problem wasn't

10JULY7463r and her family because they had always closed it. I was trapped (so

10JULY7462upposed to stay open, and she broke down—accusing me of rejecting he

10JULY7460t fight was over whether to keep the door cracked open on an electric

10JULY7458ut you were all so stubborn that you couldn't listen. What I realize

10JULY7455 not being humble or repenting, but you were all so stubborn that you

10JULY7450the church to tell the truth—to show you how to find joy beyond the

10JULY7448invest in her so that I can get everything I want from her. Trevor an

10JULY7447ire of a wife, but by embracing that Jolene is my ONLY wife and I can

10JULY7446t wife, and I have no desire she does not meet, not by reducing my des

10JULY7445 me. She is fearless, because she knows she is mine. I have the perfec

10JULY7435protect her, especially from all the lies that threaten her. Be greedy