10JULY8660 them. They will see His power. His care. His justice. And He will rai

10JULY8654 that generation died, the next turned to sin. God showed me that He

10JULY8652se perception. Just as in the days of Joshua, when those who had seen

10JULY8640 from logic, from nature itself. I couldn't quote Scripture to Hindus

10JULY8634u see, I had asked to be one of the Two Witnesses. But their ministry

10JULY8633d me. God was training my mind, preparing me for something deeper. Yo

10JULY8630was the day I derived the mass of the moon. You can't put the moon on

10JULY8625a martyr—because I wanted to give Him everything. I prayed this pra

10JULY8617ption of Jesus' throne room: "The twenty-four elders fall down befor

10JULY8610e are the greatest evangelists in history." And I prayed: "Lord, can

10JULY8609ut the Two Witnesses, and I remember him saying something like: "Thes

10JULY8608s my life. I listened to John MacArthur's sermon on Revelation 11, abo

10JULY8604l you carry the cost?" Then He reminded me of a prayer I had prayed 2

10JULY8601 me again on October 31st, 2024. That night, He gave me a vision—onc

10JULY8600is Shadow. I have known this Jesus. He has met me many times. He met

10JULY8599that it was the beginning of something greater—that I would become H

10JULY8592, and Rand. I understood money. I understood value. And I made my requ

10JULY8590 can become the richest sheep in Heaven." I didn't ask for the arbitr

10JULY8586ut," I reasoned, "someone must be the richest in Heaven." Money exist

10JULY8582me: "Yes." Because I asked for justice—because I asked to be repaid

10JULY8581ntle the corruption and expose it to the light. That night, God told

10JULY8580hat God would shatter the evil of our government—that He would disma

10JULY8575 grant my request in both Heaven and this life. He said He would use m

10JULY8573me He was answering my prayer for justice. But not just for me—for t

10JULY8571ay me back in Heaven—I don't care about this life. But grant me just

10JULY8570ld repay a hundredfold. By that estimation, You owe me $400 billion. P

10JULY8569e. And You said that whatever we give up for Your name's sake, you wou

10JULY8567as corrupt. I was overwhelmed. I wept and said, "God, I don't care if

10JULY8565iled. No one would listen. No one cared about the truth. Everyone—f

10JULY8564was crying out to God about the $250 million lawsuit Brad Little had f

10JULY8563ry of the Universe. It was Sunday, September 1st, 2024. That night, I

10JULY8560ble for life. The idea that love might include transformation—that

10JULY8557g." And I'm thinking: When we didn't have sex for six months! you sai

10JULY8550my image! I reprogrammed the mind of the woman I loved. I rewrote a p

10JULY8546worked backwards uprooting one contradiction at a time, getting closer

10JULY8543sychology. I studied PTSD. I read and read. I researched 5-HT1B and 5

10JULY8542my artificial intelligence knowledge, neuroscience, trauma research, p

10JULY8533do. Choose for me. I want to hear You say, 'Well done, good and faithf

10JULY8529agined standing before Jesus…and not hearing those words. "Well done

10JULY8528his wives—and Solomon ignored Him. I thought: Will that be me? I im

10JULY8527ervant.'" I remembered Solomon. God confronted him three times about

10JULY8525 when Christ came. Not in fury—but with piercing rebuke. "Jonathan,

10JULY8517into her husband's perfect companion. It is the only path to joy. All

10JULY8516two heads in a marriage. A man must lead. And the wife must be shaped

10JULY8515t was killing both of us. No one ever said the truth: there cannot be

10JULY8506power on its own. That was my role: to move only when He moved, to exi

10JULY8504 to pick something up using only the shadow of your hand cast onto the

10JULY8497At the time, I didn't fully grasp its depth. But God was covenanting w

10JULY8492ce. And I knew that idols always lead to death. "Those who cling to

10JULY8491 had been choosing peace over truth—that I was making an idol of pea